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by Swami Kriyananda
Peace, in the
minds of many people, means the mere avoidance of conflict. The
peace they long for is a gentle retirement in old age; a simple
cottage in the mountains or by the sea; a secured income; and the
certainty that any crisis that may come their way will be met with
a minimum of effort and worry. Yet as often happens when men retire
from a life of intense activity, only (for lack of continued challenges)
to sink quickly into the pathetic senility of old age, similarly
with all types of withdrawal from conflict. What begins as peace
soon disintegrates in decay. The cottage in the mountains or by
the sea, idyllic perhaps for a weekend, becomes a dreary prison
of boredom.
Peace is one
of the goals of Yoga. It is, indeed, one of the silent aspirations
of every heart. The longing for peace is instinctive in all men.
But the peace of the soul, dynamic, expanding to the consciousness,
the very opposite of stagnation, is too easily mistaken by the worldly
mind for sleep and other negative states of being that attend a
surrender of one's manhood and of all desire to progress.
The Bhagavad
Gita describes the entire spiritual path as a battle between the
forces of light and of darkness in the consciousness of man. (The
battlefield on which the discourse between Krishna and Arjuna takes
place is the "field" of man's inner consciousness.) True
spiritual peace is not a state into which one sinks passively-a
reward for long years of suffering and tears. It is the peace, rather,
of victory, of a fight well fought and of the certainty that one
has overcome. It is not a wall placed protectively around one to
shut out the horrors of life; it is rather a blinding light, banishing
those horrors into non-existence, even as darkness is banished from
a room when one turns on the electric light.
The path of progress must be seen as an overcoming. No man ever
slid downhill into heaven. The path has been described, rather,
as an ascent up a mountain, one which may be conquered only after
many hardships. The image of Mt. Meru, or of Mt. Carmel (so often
used in Christian terminology), is most descriptive of the actual
ascent of consciousness that takes place in the inner man. It is
no mark of spirituality never to be tempted, never to be disappointed,
never to fail. These are the marks, usually, of people who have
chosen ant hills, not mountains, to climb.
But the mark
of spiritual growth is that for every setback there is an increased
determination to succeed, and that for every obstacle there is an
increasing surge of energy, until at last the energy generated suffices
to demolish the opposition and allows one to sail forward on the
upward journey. "A saint," Paramhansa Yogananda used to
say, "is a sinner who never gave up."
One of the difficulties
of the spiritual path is the fact that, the nature of duality being
what it is, even painful experiences have something of joy in them.
Though we may not consciously enjoy them when they happen, it cannot
be gainsaid that we enjoy talking about them in retrospect, that
we even revel in them, once they are over. And although the opposite
is true also, that a certain amount of pain lurks in all worldly
happiness-the pain of knowing, for example, that a happy day today
must surrender to the drabness of a normal, routine, existence tomorrow-nonetheless
there is enough enjoyment in the pleasures of the moment to make
one reluctant to abandon them. Man is not easily weaned from his
attachment to the ebb and flow of this relative, and endlessly contradictory,
world. Although spiritual joy is incomparably greater than material
happiness, even the devotee is typically reluctant to give up the
lower for the higher. He finds it difficult to imagine, what is
in fact the case, that the very energy with which he enjoys lesser
pleasures is the same that he applies to the enjoyment of undiluted,
vibrant bliss in the Spirit. There is no opposite to the state of
spiritual joy. There is no boredom there. Yoganandaji described
the joy of God as "ever new."
Spiritual awakening
is accompanied by a rising energy and consciousness in the spine.
In this spiritual state, one may indeed dance, laugh, and sing with
unending gladness, wrapped ever in breezes of inner joy. All joy
lies in giving, in the raising of one's energy, in expansion, in
the dynamic application of one's will. All peace, to be true and
lasting, lies in this sort of upliftment, not in the passive "flow-with-it"
consciousness that is so popular with many people nowadays.
Why cling to
anything? All that man seeks awaits him in his inner Self, not as
a result of merely avoiding conflicts, but as a result, rather,
of overcoming them. Peace is a mind soaring in the free skies of
inner consciousness.
Excerpted
from The Art and Science of Raja Yoga, by Swami Kriyananda
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